My boyfriend called me bad vibes and it got me thinking

I walk around growing pitiful, self-hating flowers, “shocked” at my pathetic creations, but all the while anticipating exactly that – pathetic creations.

CYBER DIARY is a weekly publication of digital diary entries focused on miscellaneous thoughts, feelings, watches, and reads. Written for fellow late bloomers of the world who feel maimed by misfortune but are PERSISTING W HOPE.

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I have called my “central problem” in life by many names: a void, an emptiness, eternal restlessness, an insatiable urge to co…