Long distance dating and the troubles of paradise

We’d fade in and out sometimes. I’d catch myself wanting to block him for not giving me enough virtual attention, for living his life.

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The biggest trouble with the Paradise that I had created in my mind, I suppose, is that I was not in it. Not as who I was then, at least, or even as who I am now. In the visions of myself in which I had obtained access to sublime Paradise (true contact with the earthly world, true intimacy wi…